On my second visit to our new church home this morning, I was pondering and realized that some types of food can't really be processed unless they are acknowledged and understood - at least to some extent. My extremely limited Russian vocabulary and aging ears were keeping me from taking in spiritual food on almost ANY level between 10:30am-noon. This scenario is new to me though not to many folks around the world. It's a sort of starvation, I'm thinking. A starvation that can drive me to work harder at feeding myself in this venue and also to work harder at finding food from other sources in the meantime. It's a starvation that makes my soul ache a bit, but a starvation that can be a motivator to seeking what truly satisfies. A starvation that made a familiar Christmas tune resonate inside my heart today.
I guess you could say soul food is coming in different packaging for me these days.